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Half of me wants to be this health goddess, where I can feel like a dainty flower all the time. I want my stomach to be flat without having to suck it in, and I can appear as a soft and delicate being.
The other half wants my bones to look as sharp as knives. I don’t want just a flat stomach anymore, I want it to concave. I want to be so thin that people are afraid I might snap like a twig when I walk across the street.
